Mila and the Forest of Longing

Introduction
In a quiet corner of the world, where the whispering pines touch the sky and the stars seem closer than anywhere else, there is a forest unlike any other. This is a place of secrets and songs, where the air hums with ancient magic, and the trees remember every tear ever shed beneath their branches. It is said that the forest listens and knows the deepest longings of every heart that wanders into its embrace.
Now, let me tell you a story about a girl named Milla. She was not so different from you or me, except for the ache she carried, an ache that filled her chest like an unanswered question. Milla longed for something she had lost, which had once made her feel safe and whole. She didn’t know if it could ever be found again, but she dreamed of it every night.
How do I know this? Well, my dear listener, I have walked those forest paths myself. I’ve felt the cool moss beneath my feet and heard the whispers of the trees. And though my appearance may be bumblely and my years many, the forest and its magic have never aged in my memory. It is a place where hearts are healed, but only if they are brave enough to listen to the truths they may not wish to hear.
Milla’s story begins one evening as the sun sets low over her village. She stands at the edge of the forest, her feet on the threshold of the unknown, her heart filled with a longing that will lead her into the heart of the trees and to truths she never expected to find.
I will show you what Milla discovered. But be warned: this is not just her story. It may be yours as well, for the forest has a way of reflecting the secrets we carry. Come closer, and let me tell you of the Keepers, Milla, and the lessons the forest taught her.
Milla and the Forest of Longing
Milla lived in a quiet village surrounded by dense forests. She was a spirited girl. Deep inside, she carried an ache: the longing for arms that once held her. Milla didn’t know where those arms had gone but dreamed of their warmth and safety every night.
One morning, unable to bear the ache any longer, she ventured into the forest, drawn by whispers in the wind. The deeper she walked, the more the forest seemed alive. She couldn’t help but be overwhelmed by the beauty around her. Golden sunlight filtered through the leaves, painting everything in hues of green and gold. Birds sang songs that seemed to echo her thoughts, and the scent of pine and blooming wildflowers filled the air. She felt small in the vastness of it all for a moment, so small, so alone.
Her feet slowed, and she knelt beside a small pool of crystal-clear water. She saw her reflection on its surface: her wide, searching eyes and the ache she carried within. It was too much. Tears welled up, and before she could stop herself, they began to fall, splashing into the pool.
“I miss them,” she whispered, her voice trembling. “The arms that held me. I don’t know if I’ll ever feel safe like that again.”
The words grew louder, tumbling out of her like a dam had broken. “How do I find them? How do I feel whole? I just want to feel loved, to feel like I belong!” She covered her face with her hands, her sobs echoing through the trees. The forest listened.
The breeze grew softer, like the trees were holding their breath. The birds’ songs quieted, replaced by a profound stillness, and Milla felt the entire forest had turned its attention to her. She felt a strange warmth in the air, a sense of being seen and heard.
And then, the forest spoke, not in words, but in the rustling of leaves, the shimmer of sunlight, the soft hum of the earth beneath her feet. It was as if her longing had been absorbed into the roots of the trees, carried through the branches, and whispered to every creature within.
Unseen eyes watched Milla from the shadows, kind and knowing. These were the Keepers of the Heart, guardians of the forest and the longing it carried. They had heard Milla’s cry, felt her ache, and understood her need. They began to stir one by one, preparing to guide the girl who had shared her heart so openly with the world around her.
The Glade of Warmth
The sunlight shimmed above as Milla stepped further into the forest, her feet crunching the carpet of golden pine needles. The air smelled sweet, like damp earth and wildflowers. Shadows danced among the trees, and a blackbird trilled its evening song somewhere in the distance.
Milla wandered into a glade bathed in soft amber light. The grass was thick and lush, dotted with tiny purple violets and golden buttercups. A gentle stream ran through the middle, its water sparkling like liquid silver. She knelt to drink and found the water tasted of cool, sweet rain.
As she rose, a woman appeared as if stepping out of the sunlight. Nina had a warm, round face and a coat patched with colours of every hue. She smelled of cinnamon and fresh-baked bread.
“Dear one,” Nina said, her voice like a lullaby. I have listened to your cry. It called for me. I’m a Keeper of the heart, and if you allow me, I will tell you some heartfelt knowings about holding. “Every time you look outside to find your arms, you can ask yourself, where are my arms. Your arms that can teach you how to hold yourself.” She placed a soft, handwoven scarf around Milla’s shoulders, and suddenly, Milla felt wrapped in a love she hadn’t known she could give herself.
The woman smiled as she stepped away into the glade, her figure dissolving into the sunlight. Milla called after her, but Nina was already gone as quietly as she came.
The Meadow of Sparks
After a moment, Milla continued her path. The forest opened into a vast meadow alive with life. Bright red poppies swayed among emerald green grasses, and yellow butterflies fluttered like tiny lanterns in the breeze. The sky above was a brilliant shade of cerulean, with clouds painted in shades of peach and lavender.
In the meadow’s centre, a boy danced in circles, kicking up clouds of golden pollen that shimmered in the sunlight. Like copper flames and boots, his hair left sparks wherever they touched the ground. Birds swooped low around him, chirping a melody that made Milla’s heart race.
“Hi, hello there, beautiful!” Felix called, his grin wide. “You’ve got big dreams, don’t you? But do you know that you’re scared to get started?”
Milla blinked, startled. “How do you know?”
He laughed, spinning in place. “Because I’ve been there. Start small, Milla. One spark is all you need to light the fire.”
Felix twirled closer and handed her a tiny lantern, its flame flickering like a heartbeat. “This is for when your dreams feel too far away. Remember, one step at a time!”
Before Milla could thank him, he leapt into the air, and with a burst of sparks, he disappeared into the clouds.
The Whispering Pines
Milla moved on. The meadow faded into a grove of tall, slender pine trees. Their deep green needles whispered in the wind, a soft song that made Milla feel like she was walking through a dream. The ground beneath her feet was smooth with moss, and the air smelled of fresh resin and cool mist.
At the grove’s centre sat a beautiful woman named Sophia, cross-legged on a blanket of moss. Her hair fell in waves, and her calm grey eyes met Milla’s. Beside her lay a soft woollen blanket patterned like the shifting waves of the sea.
Sophia spoke gently, her voice barely louder than the wind. “Milla, I’m a Keeper of the Heart, protector of the forest, and I know you have already met some of my friends. Come and sit with me and rest. I have another gift to share with you. You know, sometimes love isn’t about running toward something. Sometimes it’s about resting, letting yourself be still.”
She handed Milla the blanket and said, “Whenever you feel overwhelmed, wrap yourself in this. Rest doesn’t mean you’ve failed—it means you’re preparing for the climb.”
Milla held the blanket close, feeling a peace she hadn’t known in years. When she looked up to thank Sophia, the woman was gone, and the pine grove stood silent again.
The Rocky Pass
Leaving the grove, Milla found herself on a rocky trail that wound upward through jagged cliffs. The air was cooler here, sharp with the scent of stone and mountain thyme. Overhead, hawks circled, their cries echoing across the peaks.
Milla struggled on the steep path, her legs aching. As she paused to catch her breath, an old man appeared, leaning on a walking stick shaped like a question mark. His face was lined with wrinkles, but his eyes shined with vice.
“Hugo,” he introduced himself. “I see you’ve found a hurdle or two.” Milla sighed. “Yes, the path is rough and so hard here. How am I supposed to keep going?”
Hugo chuckled. “Every big problem is just a lot of tiny issues stacked on each other, like stones on your path. Break them apart into pieces; it will be easier if you take small steps forward.
He tapped her forehead lightly with his stick, and Milla felt her thoughts clear. Of course, she realized she could take one more small step and then another. Hugo handed her a small, smooth, and round stone. “Keep this with you. It’ll remind you that every mountain is climbed one pebble at a time.”
Milla thanked him, but when she turned back, he was already gone, his laughter echoing through the rocky pass.
The Laughing Hollow
The trail descended into a hollow filled with wildflowers and buzzing bees. The trees here were twisted into impossible shapes, their trunks spiralling toward the sky. Birds with feathers as bright as rainbows darted between the branches, chirping songs that sounded like laughter.
And there was Zara. Zara sat on a swing made of vines, her mismatched socks swinging back and forth. She waved at Milla, her grin wide and mischievous. “Why so serious?” she asked, tossing Milla a bright red balloon.
Milla couldn’t help but smile. “I guess… I just feel lost sometimes.” “Lost?” Zara giggled. “Sometimes being lost is the best adventure. And when it feels too hard, just do something silly!”
She twisted into a cartwheel, then, from under her red fluffy shirt, she handed Milla a silly balloon animal shaped like a fox. “Here, this is for you. This is Giglu, the funny fox. It squeezes like a chicken when you rub it, And when you rub it over your hair, it will stand up and wiggle. This is your funny balloon. And she rubbed it over her hair and demonstrated how to make a wiggle ponytail. Keep this with you all the time, and whenever things feel heavy, let it remind you to giggle and laugh.”
Milla laughed so hard that she forgot her sadness. When she looked up again, Zara had vanished, leaving the fox and only the sound of birdsong behind.
The Garden of Plenty
At last, going downhill, Milla emerged into a garden bursting with life. Fruit trees with peaches and plums lined the path, and the ground was covered with vibrant flowers in every imaginable colour. Bees and butterflies floated lazily in the golden light, and the air smelled sweet, like honey and ripe figs.
There, in the centre of the bursting garden, was Amara, her golden hair glowing like the sun. She held a basket overflowing with fruit and flowers, and her smile was radiant.
“Look around, Milla,” she said, gesturing to the garden. “What do you see?”
Milla gazed at the abundance and said, “Beauty, so much beauty… it’s everything I could ever want or need.”
Amara nodded. “Exactly. Before you look for what’s missing, look at what you already have. Gratitude turns longing into fullness.”
She handed Milla a ripe peach. “Carry this lesson with you. The more you see abundance, the more it will grow.”
As Milla bit into the peach, its sweetness filled her senses, and when she looked up, Amara was gone.
The Forest’s Answer
The forest had answered Milla’s cry in ways she had never imagined. Now, she carried the lessons of the Keepers, their gifts reminding her of the wisdom she had gained, step by step, through this enchanted journey.
The trail descended into a hollow filled with wildflowers and buzzing bees. The trees here were twisted into impossible shapes, their trunks spiralling toward the sky. Birds with feathers as bright as rainbows darted between the branches, chirping songs that sounded like laughter.
Milla exited the forest with her scarf, lantern, blanket, stone, balloon fox, and peach. The lessons of the Keepers weighed heavy and light all at once, and the landscape behind her seemed to hum with life. The forest had spoken, and now it was her turn to listen.
The return
Back home, she shared her encounter with the forest keepers with her best friend, Ella.
Ella had been her constant companion for as long as she could remember. They first met on a rainy afternoon when they were just little girls. Milla had been sitting alone in the schoolyard, tracing shapes in the mud with a stick, when Ella appeared, her boots splattered with dirt and her face lit with a mischievous grin. Without a word, Ella plopped down beside her, held out a handful of wild strawberries she’d picked in the woods, and said, “Want some?” From that moment on, they were inseparable.
Ella had a way of seeing straight into Milla’s heart, always knowing what she felt without needing to say a word. They shared everything—stories, dreams, fears, and secrets whispered late at night beneath starry skies.
Milla and Ella felt at home in each other’s company because they understood each other in a way no one else could. Milla’s quiet, thoughtful nature balanced Ella’s bold curiosity, and their differences felt more like pieces of a puzzle fitting perfectly together. With Ella, Milla never felt judged for her silence or sadness—she simply let her be, knowing when to speak and when to sit in the quiet. Likewise, Milla loved how Ella’s wild energy could fill any space with warmth and light, and Ella always knew that Milla’s calm presence was a steady anchor. They didn’t need to pretend or hide their feelings; every emotion, from laughter to tears, felt safe between them.
Together, they had created a world of their own—one filled with trust, kindness, and the unspoken understanding that they would always have each other’s backs, no matter what. In Ella’s eyes, Milla saw her strengths reflected, and in Milla’s, Ella found a softness that reminded her to slow down and feel deeply. This mutual acceptance, free of expectations or pretence, made their bond unbreakable.
Ella listened carefully to Milla’s encounter in the forest, then said something that surprised Milla.
“Look, Milla, I think the Keepers are right. You know love isn’t just about being held—it’s about holding back. It’s about giving but not like you gain. Giving comes from your endless source. It’s not a balancing act. It’s an act from your inner source of abundant, tender goodness. “
Milla frowned. “But what if I don’t know how to do that yet?”
Ella smiled and held Milla’s hands. “That’s what you’re about to understand, doing by learning.
And the other thing about the Keepers of the forest. The Keepers weren’t keeping you busy or disoriented; they were protecting you from rushing, from the urge of finding. You’d only feel emptier if you ran to those arms without knowing how to hold yourself with your arms of love.”
It was a painful truth, but Milla began to understand its meaning. “So… what do I do?”
Ella laughed gently. “You live, Milla. You grow. You follow the Keepers’ advice. And one day, those arms will be with you again and still feel like home.”
Though her ache didn’t disappear overnight, Milla started to see it differently. She no longer saw her longing as a wound but as a direction, pointing her towards understanding the meaning of holding freely.
Months passed, and Milla grew braver and kinder to herself and others. She often wondered about the arms she longed for but didn’t feel the same urgency to find them as she knew their embrace was always with her. with love, grace, and the strength of someone who knew the magic of loving and being loved.
One day, many years later, when Milla finally left the village to find those arms, she returned to the forest where the Keepers had once guided her. But the Keepers were gone, and no trace of them remained. All she found was a single note carved into a tree:
“The longing you carried was always love calling you home. Thank you for answering.”
Milla smiled; she was calm and grateful and was wiggling her heart.
© Andric van Es